I am back

Every time open to the "new post" page, really want to write something, but the thinking in mind not really can express out all at here. So end up with nothing post at my blog so long time already. I am back now.

After a week that I came back from the 3 states, I went for a camp. At there, I am learning how to take care the sister and brother that younger than me. Is a challenging task and this already testing my tolerance level at the same time. I even understand myself more in this camp. We had a lot of tears and smiles between and after the camp. Really miss you all, my younger sisters and brothers. What I have written in the bookmarks is hope you all can improve more on that. Luckily I manage to finish it on time and pass to you all when you all back to your home sweet home...

My holidays finish and back to Penang life again. Every thing is smooth...

Until I receive your news... baobei...

What can I help you? Why must choose a stupid way to settle all this. What you wrote to us really make us worry you. I know your feeling and I am sure your heart is painful now. I am really hoped that I can help you to face all this and wake you up asap. You really can find a better one and live happily. I can tell you this is cause that I am also go through already. When I loss him, I also have such stupid thinking, but thanks GOD that I am still here now. This world not just have a person that you need his love only, outside there are still many! We always forget parents sacrifice so many things to give us the best. Sometimes may be they are wrong, but look back, we did even more than them. Are they abandoning us? 

We all waiting you back and any help you needed just tell us. All will be ok soon...you are a kind and sweet girl, treat urself better and live better than him! He leaves you, is his lose, and you are the lucky one! My dear, come back! We LOVE YOU !!!